Crew Member Shares Depression In the Wake of Wave of Backlash Following Journey

A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her battle with depression after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

The 34-year-old activist – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also carried well-known figures.

The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the flight.

She described the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her lab work and years of training to the personal milestone of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.

Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

A Path to Recovery

In the time since achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the supporters whose kindness were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.

She concluded that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the flight, including increased focus on her scientific work and platforms for her activism.

Flight Details

The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.

The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from different industries.

The company behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.